Perina's Diary

Yep,that's what I told myself.
Sobbing's limited to losers and girls.
I guess I'm a loser.

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"'The wind blows the seeds of hatred,my lovelies.
In time,they'll bloom into flowers of darkness.Flowers of the nether.'"

Not what you want to hear on your wedding day.But those are the words he spoke,and those are the words I live by.
To tell the truth,this League thing sure beats the Southern Isles.
It's brighter,livelier,most of the plants aren't alive and there's less dieing.Apparently,to pretty much everybody here,the Southern Isles are a tropical Archipelago blessed with beauty and cursed with my husband,Fiddlesticks.But they've got it all wrong.
It's like a dead swamp.
The soil is the decay and rot that is the bodies of millions.
The water is their blood.
The trees are their bones.
The crows are their misery.
And my husband is all of this mixed together,with a dash of common sense and emotion,though it is questionable.
I'm just a girl.Well I was.Now I'm...a loser I guess.
I did the wrong thing.
I married the wrong guy.
I have an eye on my stomach.
And I make tons of lists like this one.

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When I talk to the other girls at the League,I do most of the questioning.I ask them how their childhood was after thirteen (After I got married to sticks wearing a potato sack).
They say they fell in love and did some crazy stuff.I tell them that instead of going to the Theater to watch a play,I got to sit on a living,talking throne watching scarecrow golems throw dead bodies into a cauldron.I didn't tell them I was in the kitchen waiting for lunch.

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Ryze told me to read a book.I picked one up from the League's library.It was called :
"The adventurous misadventures of the bird from Piskia".It was about a bird that liked to eat bears and commandeered a boat full of deers.
It was silly and childish (it also had a seal that read 'for ages 2-7') but I liked it.
I heard it has a sequel.

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Author's notes:
Yay.I wrote this.I FRIGGIN WROTE IT.
O YEAH.BTW I'm sorry I haven't posted any art I'm in Scotland away from anything art related so bear with me.